When I first read Bankei's words about the unborn mind, I felt a sudden, quiet stillness settle over me. It sounds so mystical, doesn't it? The idea that deep within us, beneath all our worries, labels, and messy thoughts, there is a part of us that is inherently pure, bright, and untouched by the chaos of the world. This unborn mind isn't something we have to go out and build or achieve through intense struggle. Instead, it is the foundation that is already there, waiting for us to simply stop and notice its light.
In our everyday lives, we often feel like we are a collection of our mistakes, our anxieties, and our endless to-do lists. We wake up thinking about yesterday's regrets and plan for tomorrow's stresses, leaving very little room to breathe. We become so caught up in the 'born' mind—the part of us that is reactive, tired, and judgmental—that we forget the luminous clarity that exists underneath the noise. We treat our peace like a destination we haven't reached yet, rather than a home we have simply forgotten how to enter.
I remember a particularly rainy Tuesday when I felt completely overwhelmed. My feathers felt heavy, and my thoughts were a swirling storm of everything I hadn't finished. I was sitting by my window, feeling quite small and disconnected. But then, I decided to just sit still and watch a single raindrop slide down the glass. In that moment of pure observation, without judging the rain or my messy desk, I felt a tiny flicker of that 'marvelously illuminating' light. The storm was still there, but the part of me watching the rain remained calm, clear, and untouched by the gloom.
This tells me that we don't need to fix ourselves to find peace; we just need to peel back the layers of distraction. That radiant, Buddha-like clarity is always present, even when we are feeling our most human and vulnerable. It is the silent observer in your heart that stays steady even when life gets loud.
Today, I want to invite you to take just one minute to sit in silence. Don't try to change your thoughts or force a feeling of enlightenment. Just notice the part of you that is aware of the breathing, the part that is simply present. See if you can catch a glimpse of that unshakeable light that has been with you all along.
