Have you ever stopped to consider that the boundary between you and the rest of the universe might be much thinner than we think? When Suzuki Roshi says that each moment is all being and that anything that exists is yourself, it sounds almost overwhelming at first. It suggests that we aren't just tiny observers watching a movie of life pass us by, but that we are actually woven into every single thread of the fabric. To me, this means that when we truly pay attention to a single breath or the way sunlight hits a leaf, we aren't just looking at something external. We are experiencing a part of our own vast, interconnected existence.
In our busy, modern lives, it is so easy to feel disconnected. We spend so much time worrying about tomorrow or regretting yesterday that we treat the present moment like a mere waiting room for the next big event. We walk through our days feeling like separate islands, isolated by our screens, our chores, and our endless to-do lists. We forget that the air we breathe is the same air that sustains the trees, and the rhythm of our hearts mirrors the natural cycles of the world around us. We start to see the world as something 'other' rather than something that is fundamentally part of us.
I remember a Tuesday afternoon when I felt particularly lonely and small. I was sitting on a park bench, feeling like the weight of the world was pressing down on me, and I felt completely alone in my struggles. But then, I noticed a tiny ladybug crawling slowly across my sleeve. I stopped everything to watch its tiny legs move and its bright red shell glisten. In that minute, the feeling of being a lonely, separate person vanished. I felt a profound sense of belonging to the grass, the ladybug, and the very air. I realized that the ladybug wasn't just an insect I was watching; it was a part of the living reality that I am also a part of. My sadness didn't disappear, but it no longer felt like it was happening to me in isolation.
When we embrace this idea, the world stops being a scary, chaotic place and starts being a home. If everything that exists is yourself, then every act of kindness toward nature or another person is actually an act of kindness toward yourself. It changes how we walk through the world. It turns a simple walk in the garden into a sacred reunion with your own essence.
Today, I want to encourage you to find one small thing—a cup of tea, a passing breeze, or the sound of a bird—and try to see yourself within it. Don't just observe it; try to feel your connection to it. How does it feel to realize that you are never truly alone when you are part of everything?
